2022.01.21 17:47 Naive-Chard9764 Confession
Can I post here about my sotuation?
I have so many problems.
But mainly- I have a 6 month old baby. In pregnancy i started taking over the counter pain meds for when i couldnt sleep. And also as a treat. I have always loved drugs- the feeling of being on drugs- ive had an eating disorder most of my life, used to binge drink and really hirt myself, used to cut, etc etc. My mum used to buy these drugs for herself to help her sleep sometimes. I knew i liked them too much and would ise them to feel good.
So i was doing that consistently during pregnancy, then i had a c section and crashed and needed two emergency blood transfusions. They gave me versions of the drug i was using to take.i was so out of it when i crashed after the birth i wasnt sure if id givem birth or not. Then i kept using the painkillers they had given me. When they ran out i would buy more over the counter.
Sometimes i would get up in the morning and be so dazed i couldnt really focus when looking my baby in the eyes.
I am worried the baby is addicted too, i try to time it so i dont feed them when ive taken anything. But then when i feed in the night i think 'well they are getting a tiny bit and that will help her sleep.'
If you looked at my life you would think i was the stereotypical middle class mother with a great life. Who was a good person. And i am a good perso except for this.
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2022.01.21 17:47 warrior_222 Why do I keep losing fish? I have a new tank that’s cycled now about 3 weeks but I’ve been losing a bunch of fish recently. Some of the dead fish look to have ammonia burns and others seem fine with no issue. Any ideas as I’m getting frustrated with this and obsessing over my tank to get this fixed.
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2022.01.21 17:47 squidwardzhouze Angels
This is more of a statement but a little discussion. The Bible says man was made a little lesser then the angels (but who knows how big that gap is when comparing everything to god because god is infinitely more complex) but I feel like a human having in angel around in heaven would be like a cat or a dog having a person around. Dogs obviously can’t do as much as humans can like open doors or communicate how we do. As well as we are integrated with more objects in our every day life more than a cat has in is. I know the Bible mentions angelic devices. But to conclude, I can’t wait to get to heaven and meet with angels. And I can’t even begin to imagine beholding god.
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2022.01.21 17:47 Primary_Statement_50 Rover on Mars
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2022.01.21 17:47 GHUNTERthaFIRST I created a Deathmatch Map of of the Call of Duty Map Shipment! This is for the Xbox Version! Tell me how I did? https://socialclub.rockstargames.com/job/gtav/cidGraylg0aN5RgQpCRX6A
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2022.01.21 17:47 cracky319 Help! Creative Cloud won't launch
Hey guys, So I've been working in lightroom the whole day and everything was fine. When I came back from a break and started lightroom again there was a pop up window that constantly kept opening and closing itself and I couldn't do anything about it. If I tried to close it lightroom would close also.
So I decided to log out of my creative cloud app and log in again hoping it would fix my problem but the opposite was the case. Now my creative cloud up won't launch. I can enter my name and password but the loading screen keeps on going forever and won't do anything. I tried relaunching the laptop as well as the app itself and nothing seems to work.
If anyone has a solution to this I would be really thankful since I need lightroom for my work.
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2022.01.21 17:47 Conscious_Concept_36 Hands turning purple
Hey! this has being going on for a long time now and was wondering what it was. Most of the time my hands go purple or have orange spots on them, even if they are normal temperature and they feel fine. This also happens with my legs when I go swimming and they go kind of vibrant pink or red, now yet again this could be usual but of what I’ve heard it’s not, anyone got an idea?
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2022.01.21 17:47 GermanNugget Not gonna lie I like the ranked mode alot.
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2022.01.21 17:47 EldritchBoat small question about the site
I see that in the software part, Operating System has a (Legacy) right next to it, my question is, why the (legacy)?
Does this means the section is outdated and will be later upgraded or is it set to be deleted at some point?
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2022.01.21 17:47 Otar3000 Watch "An Analytical Review Of The Hilda Movie" on YouTube
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