dont know how much more i can take

2021.12.03 01:40 Soft_Appointment_596 dont know how much more i can take

Its been just over 2 months since my ex boyfriend left me out of the blue with no reason. I thought i was starting to do better until my cousin decided it was a good idea to add him as a friend on fb and carry on like he did nothing wrong. I thought she had my back so to have this happen is a major kick in the gut and i cant help but feel totally betrayed and its set me back. All i have done today and tonight is cry and i thought i was past the crying stage. this is the same cousin who just so happens so bump into him all the time even though they stay like 30 miles apart! she cant help herself but to tell me everytime it happens and what was said and last time he apparantly told her he felt strange not being with me. i found out after she added him that he has blocked me on all social media and i cant understand why. i didnt do anything wrong i treated the guy like a king he wanted for nothing and he just picked up and left like i meant nothing to him and now he acts like i dont even exist. i have been in nc with him pretty much since he left so why he blocked me i dont know because its not as if im pestering him. if anyone should be blocked its him from me. i lost my mum last year so im still grieving and now to have to grieve a relationship of 4 years and on top of that have to deal with a family member that i thought would have my back just betraying me. she didnt even know him before i was with him so its not as if she can say she was friends with him first. she is married so why would she be actively seeking a friendship of any kind with my ex!! she has since apologised and said i mean more to her than him but i still cant help but feel so hurt by it. i just dont know how more i can take
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2021.12.03 01:40 Few_Preparation5625 36x18x36 exo for Oophaga typographica

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2021.12.03 01:40 catalinashenanigans Is overnight camping allowed in South Yuba River State Park?

Wasn't able to find any information on their website.
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2021.12.03 01:40 puppies_go_bork I'm so angry and pissed off at everyone that I just want to off myself. I can't calm down for the love of God and I can't sleep either even after I drank meds. What should I do???

Got diagnosed with BP2 last year but I haven't really thought that much about it. Yeah I take meds (escitalopram, valproic acid, clozapine) but I don't think it's really helping me.
I wanna die. I've been thinking of just overdosing and taking every pill that I have here. I have 3 months worth of pills. I can't sleep. I have so much to do. My ADHD is making it even worse. I don't know if this is manic depression or I'm just really stressed with everyone in our house.
My mother threatened to poison my dogs. My father keeps bugging me and keep telling me he has allergies because of my dogs. Our house is clean and I pick up after my dogs. They're always in my room anyway and I turn on the humidifier. My puppy suddenly got a wound and idk where it came from but my older brother is shitting on me saying that it's because of the hair ties but I am 100% sure that it's not because it's located behind the part where I tie her hair. My sister is a spoiled brat and may also have mental disorders. I'm clashing with everyone and I just want to leave. They keep bugging me but they also don't want me to move out because I'm too mentally ill to take care of myself. I do have a history of attempts and I'm trying my best not to act upon my urges.
If they take away my dogs (2 shihtzus) then I am really offing myself. I love my dogs and they've been my support system and if I lose them I will really have nothing left of me.
I don't need comfort. I'm just really frustrated. What should I do? Should I go out?
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2021.12.03 01:40 Yummy-Popsicle Anyone following the story of the FedEx driver who has apparently been dumping packages in the ravines in Alabama?

They found a second dump site. Folks are so triggered on social media, talking about missing Christmas gifts and blah blah blah. I think it’s hysterical in a lot of ways.
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2021.12.03 01:40 habibur45 xceldefi

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2021.12.03 01:40 BreadNugget7567 Hello! I just bought and setup my Creality Ender 3 V2 and it won’t turn on.

Everything is plugged in to its correct port and nothing turns on?
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2021.12.03 01:40 sobayspearo Raven and a Hawk

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2021.12.03 01:40 danktim I created a social media website where you can talk about Crypto, and NFTs in one place. I worked really hard on this and would love to hear your feedback!

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2021.12.03 01:40 DepartureStreet9163 Favorite piece of clothing and why?

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2021.12.03 01:40 Midnaspet decent embers run

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2021.12.03 01:40 Un_FaZed211 Hate when this happens

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2021.12.03 01:40 mind_your_business9 Demolition of a Power Plant was choreographed nicely

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2021.12.03 01:40 jookco Death - Dead - Obituary - Accident : Reward offered for information in unsolved 2015 St. Johns homicide | KATU Click link to read full story.

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2021.12.03 01:40 cgay123005 With potential reversal of Roe v. Wade, Washington abortion-rights advocates brace for patient influx

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2021.12.03 01:40 englishmilk elle deserved better

started watching the first couple seasons, and i for one really like elle, i think she's cool. anyway, they do her so dirty in the show!!! she gets shot in her home and then during an investigation basically put her back in the same scenario like a couple episodes later, and it's like ??? why she is obviously still coping with the trauma she endured and then they place her back into almost the exact same situation where she sits in a home and has to act as prey. i think the team shouldn't have put her in that situation, why didn't they use JJ if they needed another women. seems irresponsible the way they treated elle.
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2021.12.03 01:40 Indian_FireFly Need accountability partner(s) for CAT22 - One year to the next CAT

I need an accountability partner(maybe 2/3 but not more than that) to keep up with a plan and focus on the next CAT exam, I'm writing for the first time, but I'm serious about cracking it in the first attempt. This is my plan(taken from this):

I have already started quant preparation. I'm working currently, so I'd prefer if you were working as well, since we could relate/discuss on a lot of things.
We'll also be reading something everyday, since it's important for verbal (And reading is important anyway). If we both like something, we can read it together or we can read different things and maybe discuss something we found interesting.
The whole point is to not lose focus on CAT and try to stick to a disciplined schedule. Making friends and holding each other accountable is a good way to do it :)
HMU if you like this idea. We will connect on discord. (If you are part of Quoin Academy, do dm, since it will sync our study topics). Have a great day!!
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2021.12.03 01:40 ne0n_laces What's up with white shoes?

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2021.12.03 01:40 Helpmepls4326 Watsonland's vineyard!

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2021.12.03 01:40 arietaylor How was everyone’s day? Mine was kinda off

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2021.12.03 01:40 badassmichaelyt 🔴LIVE OCE // FORTNITE FASHION SHOWS & SCRIMS! |SOLO DUO SQUADS //WINNER ...

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2021.12.03 01:40 Hulk-Buster1989- Spider-Man: No Way Home Gets A Weird Trailer With All Three Spider-Mans

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2021.12.03 01:40 xXSnowy Challenged myself to build a community centre model in one day, love to know what I can improve! (just interested in architecture)

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2021.12.03 01:40 coolestninjabro Is crypto earn legit?

Just saw coin market cap has an option to get free crypto like coin base, wondering if it’s the same thing.
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2021.12.03 01:40 Dear-Baker3177 Looking for more communist sub

Can you guys recommend some more subs that aren't left unity im looks for subs that are specifically Marxist-Leninist or at least only allowing Marxist ideologys every left unity sub inevitably gets filled to the brim with libs im specially looking for an alternative to the right cant meme and shit liberals say that aren't left unity
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